First of Many

My first entry. And like the title states, first of many. I don't know where to begin. Although, I'm assuming if you're reading this you pretty much know my general information. So how do I write this without sounding so "dating site"-ish? Uhm, Hi. I'm Sarah. I'm 23 living in Fresno, CA. I like long walks on the beach and the sound of my own voice. Bleh. No thank you. How about this? I keep typing, you keep reading & BAM! We've got a connection. Sounds good to me.

Well today was strange. Normal in most aspects but there was something that happened that only comes along after a certain event takes place. That event being the departure of my now fiancé. Here's what happened, I felt a sense of normalcy kick in. The kind I get after KP leaves. For those who don't know, he's in the Marine Corps currently stationed in Hawaii & at the moment he's training (meaning we don't talk much- Thank you PTA). Back to the point, I last saw him Jan 2nd and it's been less than a month but I had the feeling I've had before. I was USED TO him being gone yet again.

I have to admit, it's an oddly sad feeling to know that you are used to being away from someone you love & plan on marrying. Most couples are apart for a weekend and it's strange to them because they're not used to it. I am, on the other hand, used to being separated from him. Sad, no?

So here I sit, typing in the silence, eating my pot roast soup & thinking to myself  "how the heck did this happen?" 


Well, I don't know how much of a journey I took you on but it is what it is. Pardon my grammatical errors, don't hate me for "talking" to myself & enjoy whats to come. This is my life. & Let's be honest, it's nothing spectacular, but I'll try to dazzle it up for you. With that, I bid you adieu. :)